“And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave…”

Oh, to let go. To let things be. To things that weren’t and things that haven’t. To not be where I’m not supposed to be. To dream and not worry about practicalities. To forgive without bitterness. To do nothing. To think nothing. To be nothing. To be no one. To disappear. To throw away that umbrella and let the rain cleanse. To not hurt. To right the wrongs. To laugh. To cry. To not cry. To mourn. To remember. Always remember. To forget.

Oh, just to forget.